It makes me… anxious… to be away from you. E.Cullen~Twilight ch 9. pg 188

a cool breezy 73 degrees here windows open yet again, what did we do to deserve this weather on December 9th?? It was a lonley anxious rainy night last night and that sucked so maybe thats why, I needed this day sooo bad probably the last warmth of the fall!! Iwalked my puppy's for atleast an hour (zune turned up loudly of course) if you dont know what a zune is then u succcckkkk!! they rock and mine is pink:) anyway finally got the call from the dr's today and they scheduled my surgery for tuesday and just like the army "last minute"...somehow I knew they would do that to me less than a weeks notice...thats the army hospitals for you heck thats the army for you,they gave us barely a month to pack up our first apartment and move (back in 03)...but I cant complain the army has been good to us! Back to the surgery so its tuesday and im freaking out I hate being put under(its minor) and out patient but still hate doing these things with out my husband here. I guess I didnt explain in the other blog but he is in OEF ( operation enduring freedom) in afghanistan. This is his 3rd tour and the hardest for me. I have not figured out yet why this one is so hard of the three??? But we are toughing it out!!! oh and I have to go to court this month....silly me forgot to update my car registration in all this moving/deployment/surgery madness so I got a ticket. Totally wasnt because of money issues I just forgot errrrr!!! So post op friday, surgery tuesday, court friday then babysitting friday as well(hey girls gotta make $$) yes crazy month here in the Hatfield house. Once this month/year is over I will be less stressed and ready for R&R (rest and relaxation) if someone didnt know!!! Sooooooo ready for 2010 and all the changes in store for us, may Christmas be joyful *as it can be*and the next 22 days fly by:) I love you my soldier and miss you <3